I seems ready to be in love again... I got a feeling, i might fall in love, but something is stopping me from doing a lot of things.

It's my goals, my goals had turn from machines to physical...
Machines = cars (this car is way too attractive -__-)

Physical = my body

My main desire now is to build up my body, where it comes with "no Pain, no GAIN"
I realize, my Machine is yet to achieve, i might be able to upgrade my dream car in this year without fail, but, the money is better save for now, till the day i have more than enough cash, then i guess it's the time.
As for now, i need to build up my healthy body, now, working in THE Gym, gives me lots of benefits to build up my body, but, working there, it seems horror, but yet, happiness, I sense no future in that place, but I am actually doing good right now, i could build up from now, but again, Working and sacrificing my studies, will it give me a better future? it's yet to know, does studying bring me brighter future? it's also yet to know. THE Gym seems to be giving me power of holding the marketing by myself, i would be able to hold my BIG POSE in THE Gym in months. my choices now it's all totally opportunity cost.

To the left, Work and hang on with the company which don't really know how to do business, but I could earn big from there?

To the right, study, paying a big sum of money to handle the study stress where I need to put more efforts because I am weak in studies.

Time does matter, i thought of working 6 months in THE Gym, get enough experience, and proceed with my studies, but if i do that, SOCSO wont sponsor after June. I guess i still need to give myself some time to think.
By May, I will get my answers, chances of me studying is roughly 80%.
I am more than excited on Monday!
1) Ayman, My savior.. thanks to him, i had my first step to sales.. He will close deal with me, weather to know is it real or false? Monday would tell me the answer.
2) Sean, special thanks to Ayman again, he brought his friend to join membership, after discussing with the pricing, i gave them the best i could, they finally agreed with me and said to sign on Monday, weather true or false? Monday would tell me the answer.
3) Sharil, out of 600 mail boxes, he is the only guy who called me up to asked me about THE Gym, a special thanks to him, to tell me that my flyers i print is noticable. Monday he would come to have a look at THE Gym, weather he will close or not? Monday i would know.
4) Amanda, A wife from the white lands, she seems interested, said she would join the "off peak hours deal" which is cheaper, Monday would tell me she would close deal or not.
5) Zaidi, he is my main prospect, he seems like a slumber guy, want to get fit, and after I presuaded him to bring buddies over to workout together to have fun, he said alright, he might bring few friends, he is my main target to bring "BIG SALES" Monday i wont know, by next week i would know about Zaidi.
I wish Zaidi would look for me, i have no name card to exchange with him, i am very and pretty dissapointed with the managers, not giving me a simple name card to prove that i am a staff in THE Gym, why want to save RM20-40 just for the few pieces of name cards?
Maybe it's just because he knew i would continue my studies, he didn't really give a damn about my doings, and he gave me most marketing jobs to do.
I want to hit 10k sales for May. I wnat to earn big, i want to achieve my dreams soon :)
I am happy to see i am 1 step closer to reach my goal,
I am scared to see i am 1 step closer which is fales that people don't keep to their words. :)
Life is Great. Shereen, thank you so much, i had so much fun updating my blog with your blog's songs. It's early in the morning, i am going to work in hours. And yea, today i got speed trap saman! HAHAHA!
I am feeling really soft now, I feel weak, and basically I am still a little lost. :)